“The price of hating other human beings is loving oneself less.”
Dinner at Sakura yesterday. i effingly hate buffet, my stomach grew big after the dinner . cawhore alot with everybody. actually it was a late celebration for wu ping, lia and elaine birthday. Cause we all are very busy woman so the celebration is held yesterday. Really a fun nite out. i really miss them, miss the childish childhood memory with them, where everybody is still immature and less problem, i miss the time when we were in primary school , played, study , and do everything together. i love you guys :D..
woke up by that retarded dream. fuck can don start my day with a dream again ant, i know why it started, but i don't know how to end it. it's so gooosee bumming..
went cca, it was hot sunny day perfect weather, court also is not being used by somebody else, screw up when i see an uncle cleaning the court, sucks we need to use the outside court which equal to get more sunlight and burnt my skin! arghhh hate it!
go home , playing comp and resting. i still miss it.
♥8:29 PM
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i really love this vanilla hot drinks :)
To die and part is a less evil; but to part and live, there, there is the torment.
frankly speaking i have no mood to blogging. my blog had been dead from lasgt week. i was effingly tired everyday. woke up by retarded dream and sat in one corner before washing up. wtf it was freakingly scary dream, everyday i sure been wake up by that particular dream, thanks to the dream that i always wake up before 11am yay.
we won to bedok bb blue and lost to avalanche. it's okay girl we can do it better the next round. Cca was okay on friday, despite the bad weather, but it's still better than staying at home alone. netball makes my life alive. YAY. Went dinner with Fam at pepper lunch after that follow by midnight show 2012. Great show, is not about the end of the world or the disaster, is about the attidtude of humanity in this world now. we shall change out attitude and be considerable.
reached home ard 3 and snoozed straight away.
♥7:36 PM
Tuesday, November 10, 2009.
It's easy to fool the eyes but it's hard to fool the heart
go school today for chinese class again. Damn borinng, the teacher also never teach anything, wasting my time again. tmr i don wan go alrd. Slack at mac with atiqah and slut, i get free big mac from the monopoly things. hahas. The girls also come and eat breakfast, nvr go marsiling with them cause i don wan buy anything and so lazy to go again for nothing. hehe
Went back to school to see the class for next year. Chop i get my first choice as my class,which is double pure scie(phy&chem) with comb. hist.hahas. my hard work for the whole year had paid off by now :). im so glad of myself :). So Fuck that the class have only 9 boys, which is so nooobbies and boriing. Is as if the same as studying at girls school man. in the positive way, there is less scandalous thingy and the class maybe nt so crowdy meanwhile in negative way , the class will be super duper boring and sianz cause the boys all sucks and the girls alsod dono them. gonna make friends with them again, wad a tiring task. yah it so different from 29, i still missed 29 arghh!
Played basketball, went for cca. so shocked that we only ran for 2 rounds instead of 10 rounds. do physical training, dog sia my thighs it so painful.now.zzz. went dinner with pei ling and min qi at cafe lobby, the chicken rice price is increase by 50 cents, cheat my money..
trained home.
lazy go sch tmr, shld i go? yes or no?
♥11:39 PM
Saturday, November 7, 2009.
why still flipping the card, if the ace is in your hand already.
slept for 12 hours again. My dad scolded me because everyday i slep for so long. i sleep the earlier among the children and wake up the latest. gosh i should find a reason why i slept for so long. WEnt to training at school yst, nt training at parade square seems weird, the court seem so small and im nt tired at all till i reached kallang. u19 matched is cancelled but i still busy as ever during my hols..
Hibernating at home today, my toe nail abit blue-blacks make me hard to walk. rotting at home in the weekend, nt bad huh jovita. i tink im going crazy, ask me out .
♥7:54 PM
Friday, November 6, 2009.
There's no second chance
yesterday was a tiring day, although i had my 14 hours of sleep but it make me worse , i have this idotic headache and quite fevery. went to lot 1 to meetwith atiqah n christophorus for the test. WE took 190 then miss the stop by ard 8 stops like dat. we turn back and reached rgs, saw a taxi and we rode the taxi. The fare only 3 bucks so i only pay 1 buck, so cheap of course is a short distance lar, but if we nvr rode that taxi, we sure get lost again. so fun! after the test went to Singapore Plaza
walked walked, went to the yamaha shop and we played piano there. LOL dono that chris is so talented. wahahas. ate mac , c aquarium and last played arcade at dhoby ghaut mrt,. i really love arcade, played time -crisis with that chris again, aagain he only die one times whereas atiqah and me dead for more than 5 times. kinda sad that i mus go earlier for first clique match. i lost in dhoby ghaut mrt alone, scary worr. hahas end up board the train and received a msg that game postponed caused of raining. ROAR .. arghhh i broght all my stuff end up it useless. gerrr went dinner with elaine den went to imm to buy bro ipod touch. blahhh sucks i don have any.
i have a cold at night. slept early ard 11pm. woke up clean my bao bei the cage. Damn smelly :(.. going to have lunch with netballer, cca training and club training. finally i can become active again :)..
♥10:39 AM
Wednesday, November 4, 2009.
Happiness is nothing more than good health and a bad memory.
went school for ccm lesson today. go home aftr that. chiong my drama till now fucking irritated on what i had just said to him just now. fucked it looked like im the fool one cause im starting to lie again and from the start we had been playing on each other.
♥3:16 PM
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3rd nov 09.
spent my entire afternoon sleeping. woke up in the evening and emoing. grosss i did not bath from morning, didnt even change clothes also. pretty unglam hor. went to imm to eat dinner and my bro going to buy iphone. so envy him, nvm i still love my n97 hahas.
went home quite late and i was half sleeping while in the phone. geess guess i need more of my sleeping time.
bye
♥3:09 PM
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Life is rather like a tin of sardines - we're all of us looking for the key.
2nd nov 2009
classs chalet 2D1N. although is not as fun as last year but i still love it. at least i can run from home for 1 day. it was the precious moment for me cause i home-sick during chalet. ..Boo. nvr go theme park or wild wild wet. Afternoon played in the pool with a ball, we just bought the ball and it stuck at the rooftop. waste money! bath played psp , slack for awhile in our room and bbq. Did nt bbq much cause the food made me lost appetite. i ate prawn alot , hmm abt 10+ wahahas. microwave sausage and crabmeat aftr that played fire, watched tv and played card. hahas played balck jack with han wei, looser eat some kind of half-cooked chicken with honey in it. yuckkss the chicken still had blood den i ate a few bite, han wei ate more than me. booo we stopped playing till somebody asked us to stop. totally gross! ate supper at mac. need to walk a few kilometres tro and flo. Damn tired! backed played card again. this time chalet is so so cause everybody is not doing the same things, the terrace kinda big and everybody is scattered ard, make it hardly to stay together. i prefered last year one :(...
played blackjack at night kinda shiok cause i won money and i cheat with ee chian. her eyes damn fast and we kept changing card to each other. wahahhas sry banker we make u lost:).. have night walk aftr that wallked to downtown east that side again. 3 timees alrd untill i remember the road alrd.ROAR so sleeppy aftr that sleep with min qi,. The room is freezingly cool man, we conquer the bed for both of us. pity ee chian and jing yi, they did not have space to sleep , poor thing sryy wor :)..hahas woke up ard 8++.. kept asking for toothpaste if not i cant talk. LOL... played in the playground, throw balls to ppl untill very tired . we had fun till the auntie scold us. she chased us out cause the room is meant for children. hahas. played psp with jessie and sham.
And again walked to downeast entrance there for breakfast. it was a long and hot walked yay. sweat like mad. ate breakfast den go home. slept in the train. den continue my sleeping at home . pigg untill somebody wake me up and the story went on......
did not camwhore alot during chalet cause somebody disturb my mood
♥2:50 PM
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"What's the use of worrying? It never was worth while, So pack up your troubles in your old kit-bag, And smile, smile, smile.
30 October 09
last day of school, my hardworks for the year finally had come to an end. my rank is 7 and that's my index number. Although i had improved from mye but still yah not satisfied yet. i forgot what happened at class . LOL. i think that the class did not want to clean the classroom, then ms tan at there kept shouting like mad chasing the us to clean. booo . have prize presentation at hall but i did not win anything, lousy.
i tink we just had lunch together and dono where they all went off so early. so went to pei ling house with wen jin. played stupid cards and watched 200 pounds of beauty. Pei ling cried hahas. her father was damn hillatious man hahas laugh out loud again
went training at night, damn it it rains geez. nxt thurs have game but no chance to build more on our teamwork. ROAR clique hahas :)
♥2:41 PM
Thursday, October 29, 2009.
'We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find. '
Have a chance to choose between duty and playing soccer. Duh of course i will choose to play soccer for my class. yah doesnt know that we can go far till semi-finals. well done girls we are in top 4. nt bad :D. i played for 3 games, forget the scores alrd . but i kept falling down and sliding. now my tailbone hurt like PIG. Most important thing is that i have alot of fun playing with my class. doesnt realise that tomorrow is the last day of school with my beloved 29. completely off my duty just now, i did not even know who is the champion in sec 1. blah. have free drink and i so free loaders drank 3 cans. wahahas. During recess stayed at class , after that go to the hall for a talk.
Another boring talk!
Went cafe lobby to eat lunch with jing yi, min qi, ee chian, wen jin, li yee and pei ling. Go to jurong library for killing my time . blah blah blah den went home.
i still dono how to treasure my so called last time with 29. nvm still have chalet but also not everyboidy going. :(
I don wanna get my result tmr :(. i felt daunted to know where is my future??